sitaangel | Thoughts: Dating, Part 2. (Reply)

It's taken me forever to get this entry written. I've started it a few times only to scratch everything and start over again. In the end this entry is really going to be short and sweet.

I could sit here and list all the reasons why I'm unsure about jumping back into the dating scene, but really, what is the point of that?

Yes, I am really paranoid about people pretending to be something they are not. After having my last three exes turn out to not be decent guys at all and flip out on me when the relationships ended, how can I not be?

Yes, I am scared, to some extent, of letting someone close to me. I don't want my heart broken yet again or getting screwed over yet again.

But, at some point I have to tell my fears and paranoia to fuck off. If I can ignore my trust issues, I can ignore those too. The biggest reason I've decided to jump back into the dating scene? I'm tired of being lonely. It's as simple as that.

Now that I have started dating again. I'm bound determined to find a decent guy to date. Dammit, I won't stop until I find someone who deserves me. ;)

See? Short and sweet. And for those reading this on LJ, there is actually more to come in an entry just for LJ. Lol