Thoughts: To date or not to date, Part 1
Jun. 2nd, 2013 10:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sitaangelWhen it comes to whether I should jump back into the dating scene or not – I’ve been so damn indecisive. I can’t make up my mind. At the rate it is taking me to decide, I may never date again.
I am tired of being alone. It would be so nice to have a man. Someone to call my own; someone to call me his. And all that crap. But..
Do I really want to deal with all the stuff that comes with trying to date?? Having to meet someone and get to know them and try to figure out if they like you or not and then deciding if they are worth dating or not.. Good lord. That can be exhausting.
And let’s not forget – I really don’t know if I can trust my judgment. The last three guys I’ve dated ended up flipping out on me after we broke up. One was an ass while we were dating. Another one was a needy fucker that made me feel like I could never do anything right. The third.. He was nice (until we broke up), but my feelings never grew for him. What can ya do? So, if I do start dating again, I’ll be constantly wondering if this guy or that guy will turn out to be an asshole in the end like the last three.
How do I find a guy that really is a decent guy? One that won’t flip out on me should the relationship happen to end. Are there any guys out there who are really who they say they are? I haven’t met very many guys who don’t lie about themselves. That’s sad.
What is a girl to do?
(And the rest of this entry will have to wait until I get my thoughts straight, hah.)
I am tired of being alone. It would be so nice to have a man. Someone to call my own; someone to call me his. And all that crap. But..
Do I really want to deal with all the stuff that comes with trying to date?? Having to meet someone and get to know them and try to figure out if they like you or not and then deciding if they are worth dating or not.. Good lord. That can be exhausting.
And let’s not forget – I really don’t know if I can trust my judgment. The last three guys I’ve dated ended up flipping out on me after we broke up. One was an ass while we were dating. Another one was a needy fucker that made me feel like I could never do anything right. The third.. He was nice (until we broke up), but my feelings never grew for him. What can ya do? So, if I do start dating again, I’ll be constantly wondering if this guy or that guy will turn out to be an asshole in the end like the last three.
How do I find a guy that really is a decent guy? One that won’t flip out on me should the relationship happen to end. Are there any guys out there who are really who they say they are? I haven’t met very many guys who don’t lie about themselves. That’s sad.
What is a girl to do?
(And the rest of this entry will have to wait until I get my thoughts straight, hah.)
